hihi~after bein mia for so long..I M BACK.. well..end of my sch was 3rd march... after sch went to career fair..onli to see more educational stuff den career...haix...reminded me of not bein able to go uni..=(...
4-7th march..suddenly, i miss sch alot...suddenly..i miss rp...suddenly, i miss the food at redhill market..suddenly i miss my classmates and my frens at sch...suddenly, i miss studyin..suddenly i miss my facs...haha...
5th march..witnessed death....husband SD...wife..cryin hysterically...something like when u see in tv..wen sum1 die...the love ones will be cryin...cryin so badly...startin to be crazy and want to kill themselves..blaming themselves for his death..haix...imagine...if u r me..sum1 whu does nt noe hw to console ppl...so all i could do is stand like a stone..providin water, tissue, chairs...sum1 cryin hysterically infront of u....blamin herself for the husband's death..tinkin bt it, make me feel damn sad...after this incident, i finali noe...ppl dyin...good or bad...there will always be their loved ones being v.sad...v.v.v.sad...
then i tot to myself..sooner or ltr, i m goin to get a bike...wen i get a bike..will i get into an accident?*touch wood*...if i get into an accident, wil i die? *touch wood*....coz i noe..if i die, my parents sure v.sad de...n i b sad too..unable to accomplish my dream n die juz like tt...I M STILL YOUNG!! ARGH...juz tinkin la..no matter hw dangerous...i still wan to ride bike...=x..stubborn me...wtever...~=D
fading away; 9:43 PM
grace; teacher;officer;biker;21 yrs old..DOB : 28/12/1985;Stay in Spore!=D
a TP bike; a new earpiece; riding license; car license;
Yamaha R1 Bike;PSP; more money; more games for PSP; Increase in pay; Promotion!
