sometimes...i reali hate myself..i reali hate myself for being so stupid...well..as usual, i nearli landed my superior in trouble again...i reali fucking hate doing those paperwork..but i got to learn..fuck it..seeing my colleague being able to handle it better than me, sometimes i really feel so jealous...but i always tell myself..i can do it..juz tt i m slow...
today went to training..den,my superior asked whu had marksman..than again, my colleague had marksman..haix...y m i so fuckin tupid...sometimes i really wonder if i m really cut out for this job..
today in sch...hr management..for the past 2 modules, i feel tt i can cope..but for hr...i dun even noe wt the fuck its tokin about..dun even noe wt to do...in the end, i slacked...sori to those in my team..sori tt i din do anytin...i m juz a fucking slacker..some tupid suay kia tt u hv in ur team..sori...
den, past few days been working the tuition job..din get any applications..and my superior got upset..because, he saw me present..and he realised that all along i lied to him...becoz each time he asked if we got go back practise the script, i will always say yes..haix...
den juz nw watch the airplane show..the guy's gf goin to die liao..den i was tinkin...if nx time i m goin to die, wts goin to happen..den i was tinkin, white hair send black hair off..haix..choi lor~bt...juz cant stop tinkin abt such silly stuff..mayb i watch too much drama..=D
tml mayb nt goin to work liaox...haix...if can mit fac at 4..den can go work..if fac onli free at 4.45, den i die liao..cannot go work..den my superior sure say i dua him...i reali hate yr 3...2005 givin mi so much fuckin problems..
sat goin work..den after tt, mayb goin funfair wit lin..if there's still a funfair...fel,jess, etc..dun say i nvr ask u all hor...sat if u wana go wit us, make sat a free nite...ok?
sun goin play badminton...finali after so mani yrs...gotta go find my badminton racquet liaox... goin do smth cheeky tml..hehehe..
fading away; 11:51 PM
grace; teacher;officer;biker;21 yrs old..DOB : 28/12/1985;Stay in Spore!=D
a TP bike; a new earpiece; riding license; car license;
Yamaha R1 Bike;PSP; more money; more games for PSP; Increase in pay; Promotion!
