haix..today was stats test..studied like fuck and wt happen? can't finish...shit lor...whu is tt idiot whu put regression 12 marks?!...took alot of time doing the 8 marks qn juz bcoz i tot it was 12 marks..wtf...den the 10 marks..dun reali noe hw to do..ok fine..i gona get D+ AGAIN..haix...so sad..my mum is gona make mi quit my passion once she sees all my Ds for my tests...u all muz b tinkin..wea got so mani D..GOT! IS ALOT OK!
den it was java lesson..dun noe wt to do..did the ws till qn 7..den i forgot to put charger and went to walk here walk there..and wtf..my comp shut down due to low batt..shit de lor..so, i juz ji tao lose my mood liaox...
java was difficult..dun noe wtx goin on..as usual..din do anytin..argh..even java quiz also do wrgly..hope he doesn't look at quiz..wanted to participate in class..but, today special..alot ppl participated..so i juz kept quiet and listen lor...after sch, went lib..saw tt tupid fac..tt tupid finance fac...pretended not to c him and went to borrow finance bk..wtf..no finance book..onli left one..so i juz took it and left..reach hm, slp..coz v.tired..slpt till 9..haix..den, online..no1 chat wit me..probably all studying..flipped thru the book i borrowed..and guess wt...I BORROWED THE WRG BOOK..DUN EVEN HV ANY INFO BOUT RISKS AND RETURNS,SML,CAPM ETC ETC..wtf..y m i so stupid...
so went to watch tv till 10..den nw i m back here staring at the screen..see those formulas..dun even noe wtf it is tokin about..so mani alphabets..haix..jiu ming ar...y am i not born wit a smart brain? y am i a normal acad student..y m i so stupid...y m i the onli one getting Cs and Ds..not even a single B..y..am i so slow..y ppl tok until v.ming xian, but i still dun noe wts going on..i feel the gap..y m i in one end of the class and my frens in the other end?y?why m i askin so mani WHYs?
can 1 kind soul..PLS TEACH ME FINANCE..haix..i reali regret..regret not doing anything during finance..regret sleeping during third mitin...regret being stupid..regret borrowing the wrong book..regret coming to rp and being separated by such a big distance from my frens..mayb nx sem i might reali b posted to Phoenix Park..den, if that really happens, i will have to say goodbye to all my frens..
i noe one thing..ppl can approach u for help but u can never approach ppl for help..ur kindness is never reciprocated..or mayb i have never been kind..lead to so little frens..
during the afternoon,was msnin wit my senior..he asked if i wanted to b in the soccer team..my first reaction was =.=..i dun even play soccer..y dun wan badminton..den he say he nids a ger in the soccer team..den i asked..no1 wana join mehx..den he say no..hahax..come to tink of it..there's so few gers..ask here ask there also the same few..so..hmmx..dun noe lehx..but so stupid..if i ever play soccer, i tink i will end up wit alot bruises and bein kicked by balls..=.=..hahax..
i went hm ALONE again..no big deal..have been going home alone ever since start of year 3..juz tt i feel so sian...no1 to tok to on the train...no1 to walk to the mrt together..sometimes, i reali hope, i workin everyday..den i wun feel so sian..at least, wen i m at work, i hav tings to do..i hv ppl to tok to..go hm..all i can do is eat and slp..online also no1 msn me..
oh ya..juz remembered one stupid ting..wen i went for mitin tt tues, my tupid fren say i fat liaox..=.=..tt kuku head..so, i m goin to try to exercise..or mayb go on diet..=D..i nid to jian fei ar!!..will sat faster come?sat goin ndp..den,goin chalet celebrate fren's bdae n stay there overnite..den, sunday mornin den go hm..hehe...hope got beer,liquor,card games..heex..ok..i tink i go watch tv again..byebye
fading away; 10:30 PM
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a TP bike; a new earpiece; riding license; car license;
Yamaha R1 Bike;PSP; more money; more games for PSP; Increase in pay; Promotion!
